A few nights ago, i thought i'd take a chance. Step out of my comfort zone and try something new. I wanted to know someone that i should have known for years. I should have known her but i was denyed the opportunity before i even knew it was there. That chance i took, did not pay off. I didn't get the outcome i was looking for and it left me feeling a little crushed to say the least. It isn't going to change my life - but it could have.
Following that setback i decided that it was and is time that i took a few more chances and tried some more things new. That is how i have arrived here, feeling somewhat self indulgent and a little taken aback by my bold (not to some but definately to me) actions. This is something i have been contemplating for some time but as i am not one to showcase myself have found it difficult to begin.
None the less, here i am ready to share myself with anyone who is willing to watch, wait and read. I look forward to the journey.
I hope the opportunity of meeting the person may work out - and I look forward to hearing that story one day? Have you read my Squiggly Sundays? It is a bit daunting.
ReplyDeleteI know the part about not parading yourself, I can't quite figure out the psychology of blogging, but it is definitely interesting and I am finding healing!
Love again
Rach xo
Thanks Rach,
ReplyDeleteIt turns out that it may pay off after all. I am happy about that. And yes maybe it will be a story that i will share one day.
I am finding the blogging rather difficult. Not knowing what to write and also not knowing how to make the page interesting by adding bits and pieces.
I have just read your Squiggly Sunday. I think you write so well. It must be so hard to put it out there for everyone to see. I have secrets from my younger years that i have been asked to keep from someone who is so immensly important to me. I do and it breaks my heart every time i think about it but i can't imagine the good that would come from it if i did tell her.
You are very brave.
xx